Oct. 10, 2014

New Beginnings... (originally posted 9/4/14)

I am still struggling a little to get started, as you may have noticed. I was going to talk about friendship, but that is too wide a range for my mental capacity today. I did want to get "fingers to the keyboard", though. I had a bit of a rollercoaster day, as alot of them are. I just want what I want, when I want it...lol. Is that too much to ask? I also DO get away with what am permitted to get away with, plus wanting what I want when I want it, can make for a cranky person, sometimes. I just keep it real!!! lol Roll with it!!! If I feel cranky, I let it roll (just for a bit, otherwise, it just settles in your stomach); then am ok. This is what I call a "character flaw". Not something am proud of, but it happens. I used to be an exploder, then walk away. NEVER dealt with stuff...THAT kind of settles in your stomach, too!!! Not the best way to live your life. The main thing I want to do is keep it real...some people can't "handle the truth"...lol. Oh well,...this is one of the pitfalls of being a part of my circle. But, in return, I expect other people to "keep it real", also. Sometimes, THAT'S a GIANT pitfall. There are those days that no matter what, I'm just not happy. These are ok, too...this post has been a LITTLE rambly, I know...please bear with me. Like I tell people, you see/hear what comes out...imagine what stays IN my head!!! Have a good day & be safe...