Nov. 27, 2015

EVERY Day Is A New Day!!!

I HATE starting over. This is just too darn bad!!! Every day, we start over. This is just life. Epiphanous, right??! I "rage against the machine", so to speak; but this WILL NOT change. We all have to get up every day, assess the leftover damage from the day before, and MOVE FORWARD.

Saw this recently on Facebook: "Starting today, I need to forget what's gone. appreciate what still remains, and look forward to what's next." (not sure of quote source).

Lately, if feels like all I do is start over. You would think I would learn from it - NOPE, still hate it; BUT have decided to embrace it, and make it MY OWN!!!

I have done this kind of thing my whole life - sometimes, just to have something so say: ie-"I can't believe...", "Did they really...", or something else, just as unaccepting or negative.

My sister-in-law, and I had a bit of a thing when I was younger. I loved her immediately when I met her; but then reality set in when I realized (in my 11-12 yearl old little heart), that she was going to be a permanent piece of my life. I never stopped loving her; I would just make little "innocent" remarks, right??!

I just recently thought of this conversation, again. One thing I've learned in my 54 years on this earth; when it comes back around on the "Giant Rolodex" that IS my brain, is that if it comes back into my thoughts, it's NOT "resolved" in me.

Please, just let me say a heartfelt, "I'm sorry."

Remember - EVERY day is a new day!!! Have a good day, and be safe...