Sep. 11, 2016

Feeling Like a Loose-Cannon...

Was sitting here this morning, thinking, and it came around on my giant-Rolodex-of-a-brain what a "loose cannon" I can be. I always say, "You want me on your side", in any situation. But, am wondering how reliable I really am.

I jokingly say, often, I have no self-control. I sometimes wonder if this is a good thing, or a bad thing. Can people REALLY count on me when the chips are down? I'm loyal, to a fault; but, again, am I reliable?

Honestly, autumn is my LEAST favorite of the four seasons. My birthday is next month, so it should be my favorite; but, I always get a funk about now. As I've said before, I'm a deep pool...sometimes, it feels like it's a bottomless abyss.

However, I have to look at that reflection in the deep pool, periodically...and, honestly, I'm not always happy with what I see...I have also been told I think too much.

My goal in life is to be the best "ME" that I can be...and to do what I can...I don't think I can figure this all out, right at this moment...but it's just what I was thinking about, today.

Do you ever feel this way? Out of control, wondering if you can be counted on? Let me know what you think, and how you get yourself out of YOUR funk...

Have a good day, and be safe...