A New "Uncomfortable"...
I have been in my "healing process" since 1992. Over the years, I have learned to embrace and overcome the negativity of life, and become "Comfortable With the Uncomfortable". I have, also, learned to embrace, and express my feelings, as they come up;
and keep them current.
Recently, this morning to be exact, I realized that I have arrived at a NEW "uncomfortable" - positivity, feeling ok with my life even though it's still not perfect (and never will be).
MIND BLOWN!!! I have been fighting with myself to overcome myself for so long, I have NO idea how to just live my life!!!
Being happy and positive feels good for awhile, but I then start to anticipate that dreaded "other shoe" drop, the darkness creeps in, and am back in my "comfort zone". UGH!!!
You should've seen my face in the mirror as I had my epiphany. I just looked at myself and said, "Oh my God!!! I have NO idea how to just be!!!"
Folks, I have JusT arrived at a NEW "Uncomfortable"!!! Welcome to my own "Ground Zero".
Does this sound familiar to anyone else? If it does, please let me know. Burdens are ALWAYS lighter when they're shared...
Have a good day, and be safe...