Into the Middle...
...of your healing process. How do you think that will work?
"Crisis mode", definitely needs to be handled, first; but after that, when you are finally able to begin to heal? What then?
I'm sorry to say, but you have to begin at the beginning - a seed, if you will. That is the only way true growth can happen; when you are finally "broken", and have exhausted all of your "shortcuts" to healing. There are none, in life-changing healing; and you are only fooling yourself of you feel there are.
Even when a branch breaks off of a tree, and they want to repair it, etc; there is the painful process of being cut, and either tied or taped onto the healthy branch until new growth begins - not an easy process. But so worthwhile.
As long as you take the "shortcuts" in the healing process, you will end up back at where you got off in the path, over and over, if you're lucky. Sometimes, you have to go clear back to the beginning.
Remember, if that happens, then you CAN build on the experience you have learned; but there is no "quick fix".
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