Thinking Every Thought...
Thinking every thought
It is what I must do
To be whole, and complete
I have to go through
This season, no time frame
At times, weary in fight
In thinking the thoughts
And shining the light
On each syllable, and phrase
This process takes time
It feels like forever
Where's the end of the line?
All the feelings, and thoughts
Like they
multiply each day
Wish could just snap my fingers
And would all go away
But they don't, so I process
I stay hunkered down
And I do what I must
Til I complete THIS round
Many don't understand
Doesn't matter, I must do
What I need to complete task
And when I'm done will be new
Version of myself
Hopefully, better and improved
I will still be me,
but
Sharing what I've gone through
Understand, not waste of time
Just me, being me
Please be patient, don't give up
And soon, hopefully you'll see
The me, you know and (hopefully
still) love
Though slightly different than before
You'll know when you see her
Walk through those doors
Having thought every thought
For this season of life
Able to just go on with
Lessons learned in this strife
And to reach out, and be there
For whoever's in need
And finally, finding balance
My intuitions I will heed
Connie R Jordan... 090718
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