Oct. 1, 2018

Control??! (Connie J...)

Feeling out of control

Goals remain just out of reach

Attempting to learn the lessons

The trials are designed to teach

The struggle is real

The search for myself goes on

Being controlled by others

Awaiting a "new dawn"

Growing weary in the battle

Perseverance grows weak

When I find it, can I handle

The control that I seek?

Is control REALLY possible?

Is it meant to be had?

Are we ultimately seeking

Something that could just end up bad?

So many questions

Can the answers be known?

Honestly, I bet if they ALL were

The mind would be blown

I just want peace

In a life full of chaos

So maybe it's NOT control

That I seek, it's just loss

Daily life wears me down

Is it respite I need?

Everything coming at me

Are they warnings to heed?

Am I losing myself

In these trials of life?

Getting caught in the mire

Of the stress and strife

Can I cause things to change

All those thoughts in my head?

Turn them to positives

Truly go where am led?

I'm thinking control

Is NOT the answer I seek

But this is also

Not the time to be meek

But empowered

This knowledge, every lesson learned

Feel myself getting stronger

Things beginning to turn

Leaving control behind

For it's really of the weak

And not the REAL ME

From what I've learned to speak

So control's NOT the answer 

I had it all the time

To stand up tall

The power is mine...  #EtSoV #ENDtheSILENCEofVIOLENCE


Connie R Jordan...   040718
(Originally posted at www.ozerministriesinc.com)