Jan. 13, 2022

I Am...

(Written from the perspective of my nephew, Austin, that took his own life on 122521... 😔😔😔)

 

...the one that caused her to go 

 

...the guilt I suffered, now all will know 

 

...truth, or not, I had to bear the shame 

 

...of an introduction, that eventually became 

 

...the cause of a loss NO ONE should have to bear 

 

...and my still being here just doesn't seem fair 

 

...so to balance, will do what "needs to be done" 

 

...all it will take are some drinks and a gun 

 

...and MY pain will be over - and together,  again

 

...I will live on, forever, with my "best friend" 

 

I. Am. No more...

 

 

(CRJ... 011222)