Sep. 19, 2014

Present... (Originally posted 6/27/14)

Sometimes in life, it just feels like your just there - present. Things aren't necessarily bad or good - just there. In my life, this is actually great progress!!! Used to pretty much only have highs or lows. there wasn't a whole lot of "middle ground". Middle ground can feel a little..almost scary, at times. As we all know, change, again, is also not a "strong suit". All you can really do is plug on through. I'm not complaining, by the way - just observing. In the near 23 years have been ACTIVELY on healing journey, am actually excited to be here!!! Example - porch time with Beamer - I know I have other things to do in the house; but expecially now, EVERY moment spent with him is precious. Plus, I am working on the blog, too, so we BOTH win!!! Present!!! Have a good day & be safe...